Desire

I realize every time I go to a show just how badly I want to play music. I am going to try and make more time for it I think. Drums was awesome, but its so much more difficult what with not being able to have my set next year or get lessons. I wanna pick up a guitar or a piano, I think more towards piano. I really really would like to play in my brother's band, that would be so great.

I'm so happy.

I'm riding this high all the way through to Christmas break. I'm so excited for the rest of this year. There is just so much good. Please come see me and all my friends in "A Christmas Carol" this weekend

On the verge.

I just don't get it.

Can I be good enough?

:(

Long day, many long days ahead. But Friday will be so good.

I may need a new phone...

Goooooood

Life is good. There is bad, there is sad, there is shitty, there is everything under the sun, but no matter what, life is good.

These past couple of days have been so fun. Family has been here which has been great and I've seen Gabby a bunch and its all just wonderful. I love everything and everyone, even though they have their flaws, they are all such beautiful people.

I'm on a high right now. This break has been so good. I'm nervous to get back to school though...

STILL SO GOOD!

I'm about ready to explode.

Fucking do something! You live in the greatest goddamn country in the world, you're given the most opportunities, and you're fucking wasting it. An 11 year old with leukemia is changing the world and you're fucking wasting away. Fuck this place!

You disappoint me.

You hypocritical bitch.

In other news: I love my friends. I'm having a good break so far but WTP makes me really nervous. And I really want to visit my broski in Ypsi.