matt, you know in journalism with my sarcastically bitchy poking-funs i'm simply just messing with you. ;)
i honestly don't know anyone truly happy, not anymore. it seems the spiraling trend has hit people like a plague... and correct me if im wrong but you've always seemed to be, well, sad. not sad... depressed? mildly? anxious? expecting something more...
i know you appreciate life more than others, you are down to earth and have a grip on reality, and you are an extremely intelligent person, but you tend to mind trip a lot. mind trips can be perceived as pain, spiraling confusion, but down to the core there is something more, something spectacular and it elicits a pulse, overriding anything superficial that could bring you down....
stoner ramblings.
we may not be tight friends or anything but if you need someone to talk to, or an unbiased opinion (i love those, ironically), or whatever, i'm here. i've known you for soooo fucking looong and i can't BELIEVE how fast everything just flew by.
know you've got plenty of people on your side to deal with this awful waiting period called "high school" and this last, crucial-but-not-so-important year will not be something miserable to be perceived if you use these people who want the best for you.
Thank you very much Emma, that really does mean a lot to me. I hope you know I'm there for you too.
I think you may be right about the always having emotion thing. I'd like to think its not sad or depressed, but it may very well be. Mostly I think I think too much. I don't know. Thank you for being here though and for always being there, if not in the forefront, in the back of my mind.
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matt, you know in journalism with my sarcastically bitchy poking-funs i'm simply just messing with you. ;)
i honestly don't know anyone truly happy, not anymore. it seems the spiraling trend has hit people like a plague... and correct me if im wrong but you've always seemed to be, well, sad. not sad... depressed? mildly? anxious? expecting something more...
i know you appreciate life more than others, you are down to earth and have a grip on reality, and you are an extremely intelligent person, but you tend to mind trip a lot. mind trips can be perceived as pain, spiraling confusion, but down to the core there is something more, something spectacular and it elicits a pulse, overriding anything superficial that could bring you down....
stoner ramblings.
we may not be tight friends or anything but if you need someone to talk to, or an unbiased opinion (i love those, ironically), or whatever, i'm here. i've known you for soooo fucking looong and i can't BELIEVE how fast everything just flew by.
know you've got plenty of people on your side to deal with this awful waiting period called "high school" and this last, crucial-but-not-so-important year will not be something miserable to be perceived if you use these people who want the best for you.
Thank you very much Emma, that really does mean a lot to me. I hope you know I'm there for you too.
I think you may be right about the always having emotion thing. I'd like to think its not sad or depressed, but it may very well be. Mostly I think I think too much. I don't know. Thank you for being here though and for always being there, if not in the forefront, in the back of my mind.
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